Wednesday, August 10, 2005


8th August 2005 - An End

Never gonna have the same kind of weekend that i last spent..everything has just changed overnight..Its not something that im gonna miss..its sth that i will be putting behind me for good..I hope that by the next time i re-read my archives..i will say "hey..i had long forgotten about such a life!"

A taxi ride that i will never forget..the last one of course..and thanks for being there for me paly at 3am..You live up to ya 3.429! *clapclapclap* All it takes is a wake up call..a slap to wake u up from all ur hopes and desires and u will realise that you had been so foolish to believe in all the lies and promises that you know that it wun be fufilled..you are just pinning all ur hopes on this one person that is just not worth it..it all boils down to "what for?"

Being in it makes me all messed up..dun even noe what i am doing..i tot im trying my best to get what i want when in fact..its no longer the real me..im not happy..thats the point..people have their own limits..this wake up call serves as how much i can tolerate..it comes to a point when you totally give up on a person..thats when you dun feel hurt anymore..you do not care anymore..and the worst thing is you dun even feel sad at all..someone that is once so impt to you has become nothing within a snap..had already given up on a person before..this is the 2nd one..immuned is all that i can say..

chances were given so many times..its always when you lose someone den you will learn to treasure..so many times..always the perfect someone to you when you are gone but when you are around its a different issue..too many times..it has to stop..and so it shall be..Nothing much to say about it..dun wanna remind myself of it anymore..Just this time..one last time..be firm!

Posted by Angela at 3:18 AM