Thursday, January 05, 2006


6 months of blogging

Time flies..i had been blogging for 6 whole months and counting..actually im getting kind of sick of blogging..maybe thats the reason for having an entry after so many days..

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Anyway.. here goes..

Happy New Year Everyone! Seriously.. it seems the same to me.. the only thing i know is that school is starting soon.. mixed feelings.. kinda looking forward cos had enough of lazing around.. yet dread it cos those modules are not smth im looking forward to except the japanese studies.. it seem interesting..

My New Year started with a loud bang.. haha.. went to watch the fireworks display at esplanade.. woo.. nice nice.. im not those who are super fascinated with fireworks or loves them.. i just wanna join in the fun.. you dont get to see fireworks everyday in ya life rite?

Indeed, i saw many foreign workers over at esplanade.. i dunno.. maybe i heard of too many molest cases.. it gets me a lil paranoid.. was avoiding those ppl who were having spray cans.. haha.. but i din tio any.. this issue is already mentioned in many blogs and even the news.. i shant repeat dem.. i just feel its kinda sad that we gals dont really get to let our hair down and enjoy the fun.. instead we haf to be on our guard and get our guyfrens or bfs to protect us.. haiz..

Before that.. i watched the family stone.. aiyo.. dont like the show.. heartwarming? erm.. i dun really think so.. and their love stories.. so weird.. ah anyway.. not the kind of show i will enjoy.. heh.. im looking fwd to elizabeth town.. my orlando.. lol..

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On new year's day.. Had steamboat at bin's place with the same ol clique.. just some simple fare but too much for the 6 of us.. had fun toking and laughing and eating.. this time i din dare to eat too much hahaha cos i dowan my food poisoning part 2.. lol.. played MJ.. haha.. i haven played MJ for a pretty long time actually.. won a lil bit of money.. cos i had my lucky star with me.. i just used his beginner's luck.. haha.. anyway.. frenly game mar..

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our JB trip is cancelled once again.. our dear lam is the culprit this time.. hoho.. lets replace it with a geylang dou hua trip ok?

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Went for my fren's BBQ at Sentosa.. Haven been there for a long long time.. so many changes! I wanna play that luge ride, chairlift and the sky tower.. din haf the chance.. after the renovation.. the place is so clean and modernised.. its beautiful..there is even a sakae sushi in the middle of the siloso beach.. haha.. but im kinda afraid of salmon now.. phobia..

Practically dunno anybody at the chalet.. all year 2s and year 3s SOC students.. I guess im the only year 1.. saw a few familiar faces only.. but there are funny people in that crowd.. lol..

there is this 1 particular guy.. i oni noe him as a very smart guy.. now i noe he is a glutton.. he is eating all the time.. chicken wing, satay, yakitori, whatever u name it.. i never once saw him BBQing.. he just kept queueing for food.. and he was caught on camera eating satay.. haha.. v funny..

The food is great! i simply love the lil drumlets.. must be the way they marinate it.. love the chilli sotongs.. so spicy.. wah.. drool.. had yakitori, satay, stingray, sausages, crab meat, fish.. yummyzzz..

there was this other group of ppl BBQing beside us.. think they are from china.. they did a very peculiar thing.. they had this long "sausage" thingy attached to a string and a stick.. same thing like holding a lantern.. just that theirs was this long sausage thing.. they stuck joss sticks on this sausage.. and started taking photos with it.. it was like some kind of baobei to them.. was it some kind of festival? or some ritual? what the hell was that? looks evil.. lol..

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Guess thats practically what i did for the past few days

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Im fedup with that CPF thing! I hate it when i need to go through some trouble because of other ppl's mistake..

my ex-agency gave me a month's pay extra (JULY 2005.. yes it has been half a year) because SHE DIDNT KNOW I QUIT.. OMG.. for goodness.. she was the FIRST person i informed when i tender my resignation letter.. and to think she told me she did not know.. thats bullshit.. NVM.. anyway she is a real blur sotong.. i know she is new but this is a careless mistake..she even asked me to return a wrong amount.. which is definitely not my pay..nvm.. clarified.. i returned her every single cent in August..

Here comes the CPF thing.. i need to sign this form to declare that it was a contribution error.. im fine with that.. simply sign and send back the form..

But the guy from CPF board called me and ask me to make a trip down personally to sign the papers.. i asked him to fax me the papers and i mail them back.. he rejected my offer and ask me to come down instead.. And today, i received a letter from them.. they sent me the form and request that i return it before the specified date.. that was what i proposed earlier!!!

why cant they just do it earlier and not rush me upside down when they are rushing their audits and im standing in their way..JULY till now.. it has been dragging for too long.. troublesome and all bcos of her blunder.. irritating.. i just wan to get it done and stop bothering me!

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How does it feel to be misunderstood all the time? How does it feel if ppl that you love just keeps assuming things about you that are far from truth? How does it feel to know that this year is not going to be smooth sailing? How does it feel to have a timebomb around you and not knowing when will it explode? How does it feel to be sick at the beginning of the year?

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Im still sad though.. affected by those words.. which are facts that i cant deny.. if only i can turn back time.. the saddest part is that all you are left with are regrets.. i dont wish to carry them as a burden all the time.. but i have the tendency to look back..

Posted by Angela at 1:58 AM