Monday, February 13, 2006


Bad Debt?

Hate the idea of lending money..its a gamble..just a simple way of helping a friend..now it becomes a risk..and a stupid burden..argh~!

Previously..someone tried to borrow money from me too..maybe 2 years ago? he told me the reason why he wanted the amount..to return some traffic fines and will return the $ the moment he gets his pay at the end of the month..but i assumed that it is just a lie to pay off his soccer debts.. i din lend him the money of course.. simply cause we are not so good friends and we dont contact each other.. just out of a sudden.. he calls me and ask me for money..

Now..i lend my good friend some money for whatever reason..i didnt press her for the money as i do not need it urgently..but hey c'mon..this debt has been there for 1 year plus..if i charge interest i tink i can get double that amt..i just want the money back..bit by bit or 1 whole lump sum..i dont care..i just want my money back..

I find it so irritating to keep pestering her for the money..everytime i see her online..i will want to ask her..and i tink if im her..i will feel irritated too..c'mon..just settle this once and for all..i dun wan this stupid money thing to affect our frenship..i simply think its not worth it..that doesnt mean i will forgo my money..i earn it through working..i deserve it..its my money..im not some rich kid that can forgo a few hundred dollars..no..thats not me..the main point is I DOWAN THIS TO AFFECT OUR FRENSHIP..if this continues..i will not be so nice anymore..

what disappoints me is that i was in this chat conversation with her and another friend..when we got to that topic..she just brush us off by saying she will tok to her fren about it (she borrowed from us to lend her fren and brother) and get back to us ASAP and simply just left..maybe she really got smth on thats why she left so abruptly or maybe she just wan to avoid..i dunno..i dowan to assume..but still..disappointed..it suddenly dawned on me that i might not get my money back..

it just boils down to the fact that she isnt doing much to help us get our money back afterall..

simply dislike the idea of borrowing or lending money..thru really bad experiences..especially if the money is to return debts..so dun blame me if i refuse to lend u any money..haha.. (i mean big sums and not just a few dollars)

oh..maybe she might chance upon this entry..or you reading this might know who i am referring to..i dont mean to say all these so that someone might tell her how i felt about this..i simply just want to rant..get my money back asap yet dont spoil this frenship..

maybe i just think too much..

Posted by Angela at 1:07 AM