Tuesday, February 06, 2007


I feel really terrible

The past 1 month has been torturous mentally and physically. It has been a long time since I felt this way. And it will continue. I see dark clouds.

I wanna be happy. I wanna smile. I wanna laugh. All these seemed to fade away from my face. I no longer recognize it anymore.

All i can see is angry, upset, disappointed, tears over and over again. I feel really very xin ku. I need an avenue to get out of this and breathe some fresh air. I am troubled and only I will know. No one else understands. I am tired.

I wanna go back to the past, the happy me, the person who smiles from the heart, the person who laughs whenever she feels like it. I am losing myself.

Depression awaits me.

Posted by Angela at 1:51 AM